i dunno what i'm running on, but it sure isn't something good! i think the constant running around has literally left me running on fumes with all of the running around i'm doing. i bought a pair of pants on saturday and i'm wearing them today. either the pants are just one size to big and i didn't think they would be, or i have lost a whole pants size in a matter of 3 days.
i'm so tired, stressed out cause of my family right now and still not totally ready to go. maybe another day would help but i don't even have that!
i really wish i could take tomorrow off. i might just work half a day cause i don't have anything else to do at work.
last night was weird. i was so tired, stressed and just exhausted from a whirlwind weekend i was literally on the verge of a major Anx attack. my right side still hurts from being so tense. my kneck was paralized. it is still stiff. i still have to try to find a way to see myra and courtland before i go!
i just really hope we will make it there in one piece and by saturday or sunday morning at the latest. cause i have apts to go look at in N.VA. i was panicked about that situation. the ones i found online in my price range were in DC and i don't really want to live in DC. but it wasn't until this morning a coworker suggested i try craigslist. i did this morning hitting up plenty of places i liked at work and so far i've gotten 4 phonecalls already. there are 3 places i will check out. two of them are really great!! like really great! really great areas and very affordable! the problem will be choosing which one i will like the best. i will probably go see the first one on Monday and possibly the other one the same day.
the weekend was nonstop, literally. up and at em on saturday morning to SD, then back up to OC to pack, clean and then go to dinner with friends, which was nice. i was too tired though to go to the club. i'm glad i didn't cause i literally passed out when i got home late. then up early on sunday morning for a tennis game with more friends at about 7 and out the door at 8 with a slight hangover thanks to Andrew's mixing the night before. that little shot had my head pounding. the tennis game was actually moved to 10 so i was invited to breakfast at their home, which was so sweet! they are a cute couple and i'll miss them! then...it was a tennis match for about 45 mins as it began getting hotter. then i speed back home, quickly showered and changed for a lunch with my college friend and her sister. that was great. then got back home, met up with my coworker who is buying my monitor...then back out to get food for a special dinner we fixed for my aunt and uncle. then cleaned up, more cleaning and slightly packed...then mapped out the road trip. i still have more stuff to do tonight and try to take care of tomorrow before i get on the road cause i won't have time to do it much then. i so want to just go to sleep. i don't think i will though...not at least until i finally get my place and just be able to crash hard and not wake up for at least 11 hours!
myra told me today on the phone "you better call me everyday ho! or at least 4 times a week or something!" awww! i will miss my ho!
this is almost over...just getting on the road will be the big one. i can do it...but my will my ass be able to take the 10-12 hours of driving at day? i will totally miss my chiropractor and massuse here. i will seriously need to find a massuse over there to get my back, legs, arms etc...back to it's normalcy lol
--some guy just called me from Texas asking me if i'm available for a freelance project! wth! i said, maybe a few weeks since i'll be moving to VA...and what do you know? the project will be in VA! lets see what's up with this one.
--my friend/client who owns a hotel in Ohio now wants me to work on his website. as soon as i get settled in, i'll see if i can take it on. it would be so awesome to do it! a hotel's website! oh hells yes!
--back to backing up my computer and eating goldfish crackers, listening to Frou Frou and contemplating going home to sleep or go home, clean up, finishing packing and washing clothes and then run to myra's for my last homemade afghan dinner for a while?---
i think i'm gonna clear outta here at 5:30 or so.
ps: i got my offer letter in email today from EO. i hope i wasn't too overzealous cause i called them and wondered if they were going to send it lol
i read it over and signed that mutha so fast and emailed it back! i can't believe they are gonna pay me that much money to basically let me do what i love doing! lets just hope the people i work with will make it just as enjoyable as it should be!
pps: Frou Frou rocks!
ppps: i'll miss the subtle things in california and my friends...and the soft sunsets on my private "island" -- i wonder if they'll all miss me too. lol
i think i'll get a few things from the store and go home to quickly pack everything else up and wash my clothes and try to get to myra's by 8 or so.
PEACE!
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